Every movement that surrounds me peeves my mind
Every time I hear a pinch my nerves ache my mind to flinch...
I dust you off but still remember... every way I killed myself with you last December.
The lightest breath of what's unholy reminds me of the matromony.. Reminds me of the days I was skinnier... I always wish I was skinnier.

MUAH

I need one

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Faith struck

Wishing from a cell within a well
I map dwell with a plea
Trader village bargain the fee

The swap is worth indefinite glee
All yi set free
All yi with me


Oblivion soaked and struck by despite

I will infinitely fight the blast of moving too fast
Cheers and mazel tov to my stash of hope in mind

Pity for all my haters in line

Loyally yours, admirably theirs,
Faith runs with the clock of time

Don't check the line
We'll be fine, we'll be fine

Wishing from a cell within a well I built with neglect
Much like I'm livin for Jesus Christ but givin' no respect.

Cupid the beast

sake sanity for the benefit of doubt...
hindered by manipulative chaos
madman can't fool mystery innocence

burnt devilish tempt when taught resent…
enticing ash left direction to map gestures bent...
digging for candor with a keen wit
shrewd captures the exploiter






Eros in unique disguise, defining charm to be a lie
Buried pain, hides guilt and fear
Shamed to claim, her ears need care
Begging peasants light shine through eyes
But he, the killer, is still disguised

Powerful soul choking but concealed
She, the beauty, seeps hope to heal
A monster he sees of himself
She dreams to release him from the Devil's dwell
Open your eyes man dancing in flames

Yearning to turn his crooked sight straight
Mystery driven, innocence ridden
Learn to burn doubt and temptation
She dreams of a day we'll live in relation
Bright bursts of sensational endure
Mirrors reflecting bouquets of aura
Help the human full of lure

Ice cream frozen

.What if we "all float on," what if we loose our float and drop to the cement? Do we eat the pavement and make friends with rollie pollies?
Do we loose touch with everyone floating?
Do they look down on us playing side walk chalk in stand still?
Do we become entertainment for the floaters?

Floaters are still just floaters, their destination is unknown. Their thoughts are temporary.

We observe the floaters. Analyze and criticize their floating technique.
Then compose solutions to formulate the perfect float.
Ah the perfect float awaits...
We build a ship... a ship of many soldiers to contribute to the float that can never drop. Paddles of intelligence will row the boat, captain of rhythm steers the ship to neverland...
A place of eternal youth. Eternally young at heart.
The body will age, but the floater's soul that dropped to consider a destination will remain ageless once they board their dream ship.

There are 7

There are 7 demons chasing my energy. They are smart and conniving, witty and perpetual. I am growing into a beautiful young woman but they are not satisfied. They want me for their own, they want to see me drown in empathy. The demons haunt me through memory and shortness of breath. Stay away from me you empty soul, stay away. I do not have enough energy for the both of us, you must find your own. It's harder than you'll ever think, you'll be sad and alone. But the reflection of truth can restore the brain from the root... Thanks to love, and all things that must come, you will get out of this alive and vibrant. But if you choose to continue chasing a wasted cause, you will lose. I promise you, I will not help you this time.